Human time has vastly sped by me the past 3 years;

even though while living them, I’m not really. I’m not living at all.

After 2 days of struggles with symptoms that send me to the ER

I tried my very best to get through it. Mind over matter. Mind over matter.

For about 6 hours, it worked. Then, all off a sudden BOOM

It had to be noticeably frighting since my mother immediately brought me down.

I’m not sure if I passed out, or went into shock, or whatever,

but it was the only way I got through the rest of that pain til medicine came.

12 hours later, and I’m home. Again. Most details are lost since these attacks mean

loss of memory. (figures) but, at one point I got a little worried when

the nurses had to rush me to the Heart department to be monitored and given

4 bags of potassium. :o My poor body.

What’s wrong with you? What’s going on in there?

Well whatever it is. I’m not going to go forth with caution anymore.

I’m not going to sit back in bed all day worried if I do ONE chore, I’ll get sick.

It’s insane. How much this illness runs my life is 120%. probably more.

But, I still have my will power. & some fun inspiration by my side..

I’m wishing/hoping/praying this summer may be my best in all recent memories. :)